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[EASTONPA]

Thank you all for the encourging words and support. Sorry I couldn’t post back earlier, I was @ the Glen with BMW this past weekend (it was too late to cancel) and couldn’t figure out how to tethering my laptop to the phone for internet access.

This past weekend allowed me to rethink the whole situation and I have come to a conclusion on my situation. Basically I have an issue, not a small one but a huge one. I am just trying too damn hard at this sport and I can’t stop thinking about it 24/7. Driving on the streets looking for the cones, turning into the apex and unwind for track out, waiting for the slow traffic ahead to give me a point by or wanting give a point by for fast approaching traffic . I am like a kid playing too much video game and can’t tell the difference between video game and reality. Looked up the dictionary for “addiction�?, and my behavior fit the meaning.

Not too concern about damaging my car on the track, I chose to play with fire and not going to complain if I get burned. My main concern is taking out someone else or hurt the instructor because of my mistake and that’s what bother me.

I need to take a chill pill, staying away from performance cars and driving to cure my addiction. Don't know if that's possible but will try. Thanks everyone.